I am so tired of being in pain. And today is even a good day, relatively speaking. Only my right wrist is really bad today.

But, constant, chronic pain. I forget what it's like to be without it. Both ankles, both knees, my hips if I've had a few bad days with my ankles, both shoulders, and my right wrist.

I know people deal with much worse. But pain meds are doing much right now, my PT doesn't seem to be working and any time I have a "normal" day of movement I'm laid up for 2-3 days and then spend the next week or two on what I consider normal movement, which is almost none compared to a healthy person.

I'm not even 30 years old, I'm overweight, in constant pain and right now I don't see a stop to my situation. Oh...this is a bad day. Tomorrow will be better.